I had to ask my doctor to free her
from the pain.
And signed the paper.
Knowing that it would terminate her life forever.
But hoping she would survive more.
And he did so while I was viewing.
Her pulses and blood pressure went lower
her oxygen saturation also went down slowly.
I was there right beside her just viewing, the laying body
praying but actually couldn't do anything.
Just praying painless relief.
Relief for what?
Painless temination of her life.
血圧104/60 酸素74 脈拍110
とりあえず今は良く寝てる
ゆっくりとデータが落ちてきてるみたい
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